*** Moments ***

This week, i had many differents moments... i got a cool moment, a funny moment and embarassed moment... no matter how i felt in those moments they are good memories for my life... so, Am i making bad memories become good ones? althought my past have caught me, althought i'm being hurt everyday by remenbering my past... oh... i making this look so much, it's really not so much for you but for me it have an important meaning...

But only this week, at first i got a cool moment i was really happy, cause i like sports a lot more than anything else, but because of my body i'm not good at running or i really do not have skills in sports but i like it with all my heart, so i always do my best... this time i did no look dumb like always i looked cool, cause we were playing basketball, and i made all the hits, that really surprise me... even there was a time that it was 0% of getting a hit but i got it... and it was so cool, (or that's what people told me) so they were looking forward to me to make all hits... this was actually the first time.. when i was a kid i was always runing after the ball asking to the boys to pass the ball to me, but they did not... i was unhappy cause i felt like i did not deserve to be in a group, also there was a kind of face that they did when i was in their group like "gosh... this girl again... we have bad luck" but they never see me playing so how did they know if i'm good or not? It was unfair, but i'm not the same this usually happen to all the kids.... but waited so much until my 16 years old... i got the ball this time, i was the one making all the hits, the secret goal, people where cheering me and huging me... aw~~~ what a nice feeling, people that are looking and cheering you, i feel like i'm good at something, like i deserve to be in that group ~~ so happy.... ^^

Then, it comes the embarassed moments, i think that at the end they become funny moments; so, back then i could make many funny stuff but there was nobody to look at me, there was nobody that laught with me, well... not nobody just a few people really know me... but it was kind of sad wanting to xpress myself but couldn't do it... there were many people that never got to know me even 1% am i that worth? so, i just wait, i was being myself always, but people told gossips about me... even without knowing me... so at the end people make an image of me but not the right one.... how could it be that five years with the same people and just few people know me really well, and it's not like they tryed well i did not tryed too.. but there was a look on their face that told me " dont even think about it" but then, i change classroom and just one year there where more people that were wanting to know me... i was really happy, even now i can say i'm happy althought they don't know me well like i want... but i know that they are good people and they don't make that face....

That's why i have this special moments.... critic people just by their looks is the worst...
then what is better? To be bad know or to doesn't be know?


I think every little people is amazing in this world, cause every one have something different to see, even if they make that look i wanted to share a word with them, cause i wanted to meet that amazing stuff in their personality..... but even telling this, but even telling them my wishes... they did not hear me, they did not listen to me, they did not even look at me.... i was just nobody
but now i feel more like somebody cause they are more people wanting to hear what i got to say... people who want to make happy, sad, funny and special memories with me!


Althought there are people like that seeing my blog, i mean i know it, that they are some who just said stuff like this "o~~ this is that girl page, what does she think she is? that nobody girl, boring girl what wasting time i won't even look it" or they could also in the blog and say " what's this? Let's see what she do.... what kind of music is that? chinese ... ahg sincerely -.-' let's see who are this guys puff homosexual chinese singers... -.-' what does she think she is? Does she think she is chinese? come on wake up... i should i tell her she is not chinese!!! seriously this stupid girl" and then they close the website, so... hey did you know they are korean? hey did you know they are not homosexual? Hey did you know that i just like their music, why do you keep on saying that i trying to be chinese? just because i like what they do? just because i like asia? then why when i like europe you won't say i'm trying to be a british girl?

Hey did you know that my website is not to look at what kind of background have, what kind of image have or what music have.... do you know that i just want you to read my writting? Hey you didn't even say nothing about the writting, and that's the special thing in my website
Even there are people like hmm let's see ahh chinese stuff ahh it have to be her, anyway.... ooo so long... ahh sorry i won't waste my time... and so on, they don't read it just because is long?

Really what do you all really like? hey wait i can't make what you like... don't you see verok-chan stuff... then you say: Why i have to read it? the question here is....: Have you really read it??! what if you like what i'm writting here, huh?
Really how difficult can be just read? It doesn't even take you so much time....
so, do you know that almost all thing you learn in the life is because you see it or read it?

Anyway, althought i know what some people says when they just see my name, or the longest of the coments, or the "chinese music how they say" ...

But, althought this kind of people were my life in those back five years... now i have meet really good people, of course i have keep all my friends, cause i won't never forget them.... but sometimes they even hurt me by little things cause i'm really doing my best here, so i just ask a little thing "support" i will understand if you don't like what i write, but they are even friends that don't want to read this.... just because the rest of the people doesn't do it?

Anyway i have to keep doing my best, trying to get more gadgets, or making better the website looks althought i don't know anything about html codes.... i'm trying my best here you know?

Posting everyday is a trying too... althought maybe this could me no so interesting like other posts, but i read in a website if you want people to like you... you have to do your best, you have to persist and don't give up... "write every day and answer people questions, be yourself, enjoy your time here.... just wait someday, it sure will"

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: Sorry for any eng/esp errors

***Number destiny & vanilla sky***

nyaw~~ I have just woke up... (How can i start with informal lenguage?) Now i'm wondering about making this in english or spanish... i think this time i will go for the spanish!


Como he dicho anteriormente, me acabo de despertar… ¿Qué vida tan simple no? Durmiendo en cuando te provoque… Esto es porque soy una estudiante todavía, las cosas cambiaran cuando comience mi vida profesional ¿Cómo que? En verdad no tengo idea, tengo mis sueños para este año y espero que se cumplan. Sin embargo ¿Y si no se cumplen? Pues eso seria muy malo, ya que no tome esa opción como una entre mis listas, es decir, este año es un 100% si o si.
¿Por qué este año? ¡Porque me gusta el 9! ¿Solo por este vago motivo? Pues si, debido a que nací un 19 07 1992… pienso que las fechas con esos números son los que guiaran mi suerte ¿Por qué esta vaga creencia? Pues, en algo tengo que creer ¿No? Pero en tal caso no seria el 2019 y no el 2009, espero que no sea así… no puedo esperar 10 años… es verdad los humanos se vuelven impacientes, soy impaciente, soy humana al fin y al cabo.
¿Por qué esta teoría? El ejemplo es el 2007, siete del mes de mi cumpleaños, y siete de cuando restas 9-2=7, entonces mi destino esta guiado por 19 y el 7.
Como decía, el ejemplo es el 2007 ese año sucedieron muchas cosas… no podría mencionarlas todas y no debería pues ya seria algo muy personal ¿Cierto? Entre algunas cosas, fue el año en que falleció mi padre, fue el año en que cumple los famosos 15 años, fue el año donde comencé alejarme de una amistad que ha sido un tormento durante toda mi vida, fue el año en que me rompieron el corazón de la manera más tonta que hay, fue el año en que tuve mi primer novio, por lo tanto ¿Mi primer beso? O ¿Fue en el 2008? Definitivamente fue en el 2007, fue el año en que comenzó a interesarme Asia en general, antes solo me gustaba Japón… Es el año en que pase mis navidades en Portugal por primera vez, en fin el 2007 resulto uno de los años más importantes de mi vida, y parece que hablo como si ya estuviera vieja.

De ahí viene mi teoría, ¿será este año lo mismo? Cumpliré 17 en este 2009, ambos números se juegan en este sorteo… inclusive puede que no pase nada, pero esperare al 2010 para decirte que paso en el 2009… Simplemente halle mucha coincidencia, o puede simplemente que este paranoica… Tal vez ustedes mismo también deberían ponerse a contar su fortuna por las fechas de nacimiento…

Aunque, siento que este comentario ha salido fuera de mis comentarios que usualmente ando escribiendo, sin embargo; igualmente lo publicare ¿Por qué? Pues me parece interesante tanta COINCIDENCIA…

O como según xxxholic…. “No existen las coincidencias, solo lo inevitable” o era algo así, el punto es que se dice que las coincidencias no solo son por similitud o por que de repente consigues dos factores similares de tu vida o con la vida de otra persona, entonces ¿Qué será una coincidencia? ¿Muestras de tu destino? ¿Muestras de un extraño mundo que establece relaciones de alguna u otra manera? O ¿Muestra de que los humanos estamos exagerando simples factores? ¿Muestra de que los humanos no tenemos nada más que inventar?

Sin mas palabras que puedan entretenerlos unos minutos o segundos más, les dejo esta foto que tome en Coro ^^ I really like it, en verdad me gusto mucho espero sea de su agrado también.


I wonder... Who is seeing us up there in the sky? Why are we always looking to the sky? Is because we feel that somebody is looking us from up there so we look there to find who?

-Vwei19

~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: Sorry for any eng/esp errors

*** WISH TALE***

Everybody have seen when the sun rise up, when the sun goes down... and we all want to believe that the sun will cheer our life, we want to believe that one day we will be the rising sun from someone else, we want to believe that we would see the shining sun forever... Why is this sun so cheerfull? Why the moon doesn't have the same cheerful?
Have you heard about the sun and moon love history?
People say, that the reason why the sun goes and the moon comes in the day... is because in the galaxy they are just waiting to meet themselves.... because they fall in love with each other, so they can just meet one time in the year, isn't this love sad?
But, the moon won't be alone cause she have the stars with her... althought no much people look at the moon cause they are already sleeping... but the sun... nobody can see him, because he is so bright that we will cry...
So, the sun not only cheer our life, also make our eyes cry... it would be because he is sad?
And when we see the moon we won't cry... so she is happy?


No matter what what's their love history, we always want to reach the sun and stars

We want to bright as same as the sun, cause our life is like this.... making our life a big succes, making our dreams come truth.... So, with all of this i have write... i want to make a wish to the sun.. but people say, that if you want to become your wish come truth you have to make other people wish come truth.... give first then you could have...

So, this is a special wish maker from my own heart power and wishes. How it works? You just have to make a wish to the next image... (THIS IS NOT A SPAM OR THOSE BORING EMAILS)

So, you will make a wish and you will coment "i have make a wish" so you will wait until your wish come truth if the wish come truth you will come back here and say "my wish have come truth" So if this happen i could make a wish ^^ just if other people wish come truth by wishing it to the next image...

Althought your wish maybe won't come truth, we just need hope and pray for it!! so you won't be the only one praying for it i will too ^^ so it would be a more strong feeling!

Althought this writting it's just like a hope and it doesn't luck like any other of my others writting... this is special cause all of the pics you see here i am the one who make them, so you wont see it anywhere else similars but not the sames... cause i personally took them when i went to "Coro" a place of venezuela and well i could make this photos... so at first i am very happy cause i have always see somebody else photos like this... so i was always waiting to make my own photos of the time when the sun goes... so here they are, and they really look good... that's why this photos are special and the post too... because i tryed it many times till i got a perfect catch.... ^^ so, i really happy ... and i invite you to make your own photos like this too...

you know there is a gossip that says "you don't know it until you make it"

So, i make my own sun photos... anyway i will just stop my talking, and there it comes the wishing part

SO THIS IS MY PROMISE WORD: I HAVE WORK HARD FOR THIS AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOUR WISH TO COME TRUTH; ALSO I WILL PUT ALL MY HOPES TO THIS... ~~ SO, MAKE YOUR WISH NOW!!!! =^.^= I HOPE IT BECOMES TRUE!

ESTA ES MI PALABRA DE PROMESA: HE TRABAJADO BASTANTE PARA ESTAS FOTOS Y VOY A REZAR PARA QUE TU DESEO SE HAGA REALIDAD, ADEMAS PONDRE TODAS MIS ESPERANZAS EN ESTO..... ~~~ HAZ TU DESEO AHORA!!!! =^.^= ESPERO QUE SE HAGA REALIDAD

如此这是我的诺言词： 我艰苦有工作为此，并且我将祈祷为了您的愿望能来真相; 也我将投入所有我的希望对此… ~~ 如此，现在做您的愿望!!!! 我希望的=^.^=这变得真实!

AINSI C'EST MON MOT DE PROMESSE : JE PRENDS LE TRAVAIL DUR POUR CECI ET JE PRIERAI POUR QUE VOTRE SOUHAIT VIENNE VÉRITÉ ; ÉGALEMENT JE METTRAI TOUS MES ESPOIRS À CECI… ~~ AINSI, FAITES VOTRE SOUHAIT MAINTENANT ! ! ! ! ESPOIR DE =^.^= I CE DEVIENT VRAI !

そうこれは私の約束の単語である: 私はこれのために仕事を懸命に有し、あなたの願いが真実来ることができるように祈る; また私はこれに置く私の希望をすべて… ~~ そう、あなたの願いを!!今作りなさい!! =^.^= Iの希望それは本当になる!

ASSIM ESTA É MINHA PALAVRA DA PROMESSA: EU TENHO O TRABALHO DURAMENTE PARA ESTE E EU PRAY PARA QUE SEU DESEJO VENHA VERDADE; IGUALMENTE EU PÕR TODAS MINHAS ESPERANÇAS A ESTA… ~~ ASSIM, FAÇA SEU DESEJO AGORA!!!! =^.^= QUE EU ESPERO QUE SE TORNA VERDADEIRO!

이렇게 이것은 나의 약속 낱말이다: 나는 이것을 위해 일이 열심히 있고 당신의 소원이 진실 오도록 기도할 것이다; 또한 나는 이것에 둘 것이다 나의 희망을 전부… ~~ 이렇게, 당신의 소원을 지금 만드십시오!!!! =^.^= I 희망 진실하게 된다!

Let's pray and hope together!!! ~~

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: Sorry for any eng/esp/french/chinese/kor/jap/port errors

***My art work8***

Hana world

purple sakura tree


a memory to my father

color geisha

sakura tree

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***My art work7***

Chinese balls ~~
sakura aromatic

cacht your dream

lucky cat

sakura plate

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***My art work6***

bambu!!
dolphins under the sea~~

Around the world~~Paris, Italy, Argentina

japan light

Russian dolls

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***My art work5***

Girl with sakura
angel

me when i was a baby ^^ <3>

a girl sleeping~~a little weird LOL

me? XD LOL weird! big eyes? weird head form xD

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***My art work4***

Looking to the moon! ^^
Geisha~~ pretty




winter girl ^^

backside

fatal frame~~ mio
& mayu

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***My art work3***

Funny xD it's a cat or dog? weird
egipt cat

drinks xD

Again my celphone, this one is not so cool

another writting+drawing


-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***My art work2***

Writting + some drawing
writting + some drawing

My celphone, so cute ~~ ^^

Locker of the school

scenary of my art classroom xD

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***My art work***

Anime drinker girl

face expressions and Sasuke LOL


Who knows who is she? Anyway i make her, cause i was boring




Diego ¬¬

someone of my school xD

IB students! Fighting!

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***The poor and lucky charm***

One day i got this poor charm, i stayed in a hotel... i pay 80 BsF, for it.. so i was expecting something good or what we say decent.. but the outlooks of the hotel were really bad... but i say “maybe inside is different”
But inside the room, it was really dirty, the smell was bad, the floor and walls were dirty, the bed too, broken mirror, the shower was above of the toilet, the lights did not work good... so it was really scary, how can i possible sleep in that room? It was really bad... but then a friend say “is better than sleeping in the floor, at least we have somewhere to stay”, other people say “there is no way, you could sleep with easy in that room”... but then, there was nothing else to do, so i slept there, it wasn’t easy, i was very carefully and lock the door, also it wasn’t easy to stay calm there, everything was dirty and bad-smelling... but then, i got used to it, so i didn’t care i just was carefully and didn’t argue....

So, next day, the people that i told about the room, they find another place for us to stay, because they were really worried about us. When we saw this next hotel where we stayed, it was really different ... clean bathroom, clean bed, no broken mirrors, good decorations, good smell inside. It what’s perfect for me... i was really happy staying in this one... so that’s how my poor charm turned into a lucky charm thanks of the love of the people.

I realised that after a bad day there is always a good day. why? Because the people who love us, get worry about our sadness and tears so they do their best to bring us back the shining sun.
It’s people love who make us special, it’s people love who bring us happiness, it’s people love who made us lucky, it’s people love who make singers be famous. So then, it’s love who make this world shine?
And what happen if we doesn’t have this “people love”?


-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: sorry for any eng/sp errors

***The trip***

The water flows in waves, the clouds move around the sky, we move from one path to other path... the mountains go up and down...
Our life is a trip, everybody had said this... and it is really like this, but then, we ride our own trips so we ride our own life? Then how come we do not like some parts of our life, but as the street has holes, our life too... so it depends how good you can ride your car.. It means, how good you can overcome the bad paths of your life, and turn back to the good path.

So, this road called life, have many obstacles; and we always want to take the short cuts of the road, then Are we taking the fast way to the end? It means the short way to our death? Isn’t like suicide? And then, we say why we die if we are taking this “short cuts”....
Sometimes we could be really confuse about what path follow, the secure and long way or the insecure and short way?

At first people told that is the same no matter what path you choose, cause at the finall is the same end...
But now, people say that the way your life go, you can change your end, also they say the happiness is not in the end is on the way...
Again, we end on a controversy of what we should do? Or maybe the road is different for each person?

But then in our trips, there is always a “go” and a “came back”... so, after we die we will came back? ... Came back for what? To go in an other new road? Isn’t like revive?

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~




PD: sorry for any eng/esp errors!