*** Penpals Portraits II***

Hello everyone, this is the next part, some friends while seeing my blog wanted to draw them. So i kindly did it, this is one of my hobby so i like this tough i don't get anything back from it. But i just hope you all can appreciate my talent.

One of my friends, didn't turn out so well.. i think she didnt even like it

A request.

I didn't had a chance to draw a cat, so i tried my best U_U 

 -Vwei19~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

*** Penpals Portraits***

Hello, this are more portraits i have made. One of my hobbies apart of drawing, is meeting people around the world, is quite funny because everyone is different and has a weird personality. I also learn stuff from them...

 Usually they asked me to draw them, and im Ok with it. Some other times, i draw them as a birthday gift :3  So here they are..!

Jeff Kim met him from Zoosk, he is a  나쁜캐미똥. jk jk

Kennichi from Japaneselifestyle.
The first penpal i made : D he is married now.

Kennichi's wife. He asked me to draw her. LOL in the photo
he send me, he was also there with a drunk face, that explains
the chibis in the corner 

 Hyeonkyu ~~ A good friend!! I always get advice from him
whenever i feel down, he is really mature
He send me a letter, and i also made
one for him but i couldn't send it
because it was expensive ToT

Another friend Kyoungho. A really nice funny person from interpals.

Colin Jung from Zoosk. He doesnt look exactly
like him ToT i feel like i failed with this one.

And of course ME! :D though they are old photos, and this were
the first portraits i made.

And i know right? You may be questioning yourself, that they are all koreans. Well, somehow koreans are really friendly if you haven't meet any please meet one. You will see i am right. 



-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***Dear friends***

The seats with a yellow umbrella in the backyard
There it is...the place i want to go

the place that will remember me the good days, the good friendships

a place where old friends will be...

a place where we could share the news, the best and worst times of our life

a place where no matter what we will laugh and have fun

a beautiful place...

No matter how appart we are...

no matter what paths we follow...

we will go there to have a talk with the people we love

a place where we do not have to wear masks

a place where we show the way we are...

our likes becomes everyone likes

our hates becomes everyone hates

where we will talk about the unfair of teachers and school

where we will ask help in any field we have problems

where we will look at the food and say " OMG no matter what i am eating a cat here"

we will sing and dance

say school does not have delicious food

a place where time and space does not matter

a beautiful memory to remember...

I won't forget those days no matter how old i will be

and for those people who share those moments with me, i will never forget them

Please, take care of yourself and do not forget about me

and i hope to see you next time in the seats with a yellow umbrella in the backyard

Sarangheyo ^^ Aya Aya fighting! Ganbatte + OIL ~~~ Let's stay together

let's not forget the beautiful memories of our past ~~~~

-Vwei19

~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: sorry for any english error!! >.< Also, sorry i have not take any photo of that place so i draw it on my pc xD hope you enjoy it ~

***Drawings09***

This handsome boy is suppoused to be a friend, but well his ears are big looks like monkey also his mouth is not good.. i know i got many mistakes at drawing but usually i not draw boys... im better drawing girls but well..xD My friend made me make another one, because he says "that boy wasnt him" so i made another one of him with me xD LOL
(Thanks to lorenys who help me to do the guy eyes)

the FBI (fucking IB) XD classroom all of us as candy!! >.<>

All of us in chibi :) IB Classroom -.-'

This i made in 2009... in classroom times xD LOL exept the first one i made it at home

Anyway... this year 2009 i have made a lot of art stuff but not manga or cartoon

but teacher dont let me post them, so someday i will post

the others artworks i did ^^

so wait for them and enjoy it!

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***Drawings08.1***

this one is from an anime but dont remenber ..xd

Ambher from MY STORY OF LIFE "magia, confianza y amor"!!! (this is one of the most important draws i have made)

My friends xD (actually it is from an anime, but i did it because they looked a lot to my friends xD)

Love hina :)

My sister and me (we dont look like this but well, my sister is the western cause she likes stuff from europe but im the oriental cause i like many stuff from asia LOL

These are some draws i did in 2008.
These are part of my art production that i will be posting here :)
Enjoy it! ~~~
Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***Dear friend***

It seems like you love to see how much pain you can make in me
Little by little you are breaking my heart and my soul in pieces
I am just getting hurt in this relationship
You call you a friend… you say you help everybody but not yourself
But have not you realized that you are just making yourself happy?
You treat me like a crap like the worst human in this world, while I told you that you are a good person
You tell me I am not good, that I do not have friends… why do not you see that true friends are not 10 or 14… true friends are one or two…
You say nobody listen you, when I am listening you right now
When I get pissed I just keep it to myself and go to cry all by myself
When you are pissed you blame me of everything
You say I do not tell you a damn thing, but it is because you will not hear it
When I need cheers you just tell me that is how life it is, that you will be right there… Right there doing what? Making more pain in me?
I ask for your help but instead you want me to be your slave
You hear someone popular on school want to made suicide because she lost her mother, but you do not care if I want to suicide or something…
You think, the worlds got a problem with you… but the truth is that you got a problem with the world
When you need someone to hear you, someone to give you cheer I have been always right there
But when I needed a hand you was not there to me…
When I get good grade or good news, instead of saying congratulations, you say it is ok or sometimes you do not pain attention
When I get bad grades or bad news, you say I am sorry with a smile in your face…
When I tell you one problem, you take it as an easy problem… and you just tell me “fuck them all” but that is what you do, that is what you say when you do no get what you want
But when I do not get what I want, I just keep my angry inside of me…
I do not blame anybody for my problems; I just want to be a good person everyday
Regardless all the pain, I stay quiet and do no say nothing, because I know I will hurt you, so in order to not hurt you I just let you do whatever you want…. In order to not hurt you a let you hurt me
But no matter what you did, do or you will do… it is all in myself I do not want to make anybody cry, so when I told you that you hurt me… you started to cry… since that day I knew I can not say anything… instead when I told you the truth and see that you cried, I also cried because I did not wanted to make pain in anybody…. Crying tears that are not mines….
Tell me what I am doing wrong? I just keeping myself all this way I do not hurt you
But then you say “that I do not like you, that I am bad friend”
Is because with only seeing your face I will remember everything and I will want to cry,
But I can not cry in front of you…
Because when I cry you just stay there saying how my tears fall from my eyes
You just stay there seeing how much pain you do to me.


-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***More Phrases***

Ayúdame pero no intentes controlarme.

We have to do our best, no matter what, we will success! Each one of us got a lot of things to say to this world.

My heart is beating less than yesterday, everyday is more painful, seeing the people dying, hearing the problems of your beloved friends and living my own problems.
Hearing the screams, seeing the tears falling from people’s eyes, feeling your heart break in pieces and finally crying alone on night while the moon is the only one that will bright for you.


-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: sorry for any esp/eng error

*** Moments ***

This week, i had many differents moments... i got a cool moment, a funny moment and embarassed moment... no matter how i felt in those moments they are good memories for my life... so, Am i making bad memories become good ones? althought my past have caught me, althought i'm being hurt everyday by remenbering my past... oh... i making this look so much, it's really not so much for you but for me it have an important meaning...

But only this week, at first i got a cool moment i was really happy, cause i like sports a lot more than anything else, but because of my body i'm not good at running or i really do not have skills in sports but i like it with all my heart, so i always do my best... this time i did no look dumb like always i looked cool, cause we were playing basketball, and i made all the hits, that really surprise me... even there was a time that it was 0% of getting a hit but i got it... and it was so cool, (or that's what people told me) so they were looking forward to me to make all hits... this was actually the first time.. when i was a kid i was always runing after the ball asking to the boys to pass the ball to me, but they did not... i was unhappy cause i felt like i did not deserve to be in a group, also there was a kind of face that they did when i was in their group like "gosh... this girl again... we have bad luck" but they never see me playing so how did they know if i'm good or not? It was unfair, but i'm not the same this usually happen to all the kids.... but waited so much until my 16 years old... i got the ball this time, i was the one making all the hits, the secret goal, people where cheering me and huging me... aw~~~ what a nice feeling, people that are looking and cheering you, i feel like i'm good at something, like i deserve to be in that group ~~ so happy.... ^^

Then, it comes the embarassed moments, i think that at the end they become funny moments; so, back then i could make many funny stuff but there was nobody to look at me, there was nobody that laught with me, well... not nobody just a few people really know me... but it was kind of sad wanting to xpress myself but couldn't do it... there were many people that never got to know me even 1% am i that worth? so, i just wait, i was being myself always, but people told gossips about me... even without knowing me... so at the end people make an image of me but not the right one.... how could it be that five years with the same people and just few people know me really well, and it's not like they tryed well i did not tryed too.. but there was a look on their face that told me " dont even think about it" but then, i change classroom and just one year there where more people that were wanting to know me... i was really happy, even now i can say i'm happy althought they don't know me well like i want... but i know that they are good people and they don't make that face....

That's why i have this special moments.... critic people just by their looks is the worst...
then what is better? To be bad know or to doesn't be know?


I think every little people is amazing in this world, cause every one have something different to see, even if they make that look i wanted to share a word with them, cause i wanted to meet that amazing stuff in their personality..... but even telling this, but even telling them my wishes... they did not hear me, they did not listen to me, they did not even look at me.... i was just nobody
but now i feel more like somebody cause they are more people wanting to hear what i got to say... people who want to make happy, sad, funny and special memories with me!


Althought there are people like that seeing my blog, i mean i know it, that they are some who just said stuff like this "o~~ this is that girl page, what does she think she is? that nobody girl, boring girl what wasting time i won't even look it" or they could also in the blog and say " what's this? Let's see what she do.... what kind of music is that? chinese ... ahg sincerely -.-' let's see who are this guys puff homosexual chinese singers... -.-' what does she think she is? Does she think she is chinese? come on wake up... i should i tell her she is not chinese!!! seriously this stupid girl" and then they close the website, so... hey did you know they are korean? hey did you know they are not homosexual? Hey did you know that i just like their music, why do you keep on saying that i trying to be chinese? just because i like what they do? just because i like asia? then why when i like europe you won't say i'm trying to be a british girl?

Hey did you know that my website is not to look at what kind of background have, what kind of image have or what music have.... do you know that i just want you to read my writting? Hey you didn't even say nothing about the writting, and that's the special thing in my website
Even there are people like hmm let's see ahh chinese stuff ahh it have to be her, anyway.... ooo so long... ahh sorry i won't waste my time... and so on, they don't read it just because is long?

Really what do you all really like? hey wait i can't make what you like... don't you see verok-chan stuff... then you say: Why i have to read it? the question here is....: Have you really read it??! what if you like what i'm writting here, huh?
Really how difficult can be just read? It doesn't even take you so much time....
so, do you know that almost all thing you learn in the life is because you see it or read it?

Anyway, althought i know what some people says when they just see my name, or the longest of the coments, or the "chinese music how they say" ...

But, althought this kind of people were my life in those back five years... now i have meet really good people, of course i have keep all my friends, cause i won't never forget them.... but sometimes they even hurt me by little things cause i'm really doing my best here, so i just ask a little thing "support" i will understand if you don't like what i write, but they are even friends that don't want to read this.... just because the rest of the people doesn't do it?

Anyway i have to keep doing my best, trying to get more gadgets, or making better the website looks althought i don't know anything about html codes.... i'm trying my best here you know?

Posting everyday is a trying too... althought maybe this could me no so interesting like other posts, but i read in a website if you want people to like you... you have to do your best, you have to persist and don't give up... "write every day and answer people questions, be yourself, enjoy your time here.... just wait someday, it sure will"

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: Sorry for any eng/esp errors