It seems like you love to see how much pain you can make in me
Little by little you are breaking my heart and my soul in pieces
I am just getting hurt in this relationship
You call you a friend… you say you help everybody but not yourself
But have not you realized that you are just making yourself happy?
You treat me like a crap like the worst human in this world, while I told you that you are a good person
You tell me I am not good, that I do not have friends… why do not you see that true friends are not 10 or 14… true friends are one or two…
You say nobody listen you, when I am listening you right now
When I get pissed I just keep it to myself and go to cry all by myself
When you are pissed you blame me of everything
You say I do not tell you a damn thing, but it is because you will not hear it
When I need cheers you just tell me that is how life it is, that you will be right there… Right there doing what? Making more pain in me?
I ask for your help but instead you want me to be your slave
You hear someone popular on school want to made suicide because she lost her mother, but you do not care if I want to suicide or something…
You think, the worlds got a problem with you… but the truth is that you got a problem with the world
When you need someone to hear you, someone to give you cheer I have been always right there
But when I needed a hand you was not there to me…
When I get good grade or good news, instead of saying congratulations, you say it is ok or sometimes you do not pain attention
When I get bad grades or bad news, you say I am sorry with a smile in your face…
When I tell you one problem, you take it as an easy problem… and you just tell me “fuck them all” but that is what you do, that is what you say when you do no get what you want
But when I do not get what I want, I just keep my angry inside of me…
I do not blame anybody for my problems; I just want to be a good person everyday
Regardless all the pain, I stay quiet and do no say nothing, because I know I will hurt you, so in order to not hurt you I just let you do whatever you want…. In order to not hurt you a let you hurt me
But no matter what you did, do or you will do… it is all in myself I do not want to make anybody cry, so when I told you that you hurt me… you started to cry… since that day I knew I can not say anything… instead when I told you the truth and see that you cried, I also cried because I did not wanted to make pain in anybody…. Crying tears that are not mines….
Tell me what I am doing wrong? I just keeping myself all this way I do not hurt you
But then you say “that I do not like you, that I am bad friend”
Is because with only seeing your face I will remember everything and I will want to cry,
But I can not cry in front of you…
Because when I cry you just stay there saying how my tears fall from my eyes
You just stay there seeing how much pain you do to me.
-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~
Indirecta? XDDDD
ResponderEliminarhmmm well, like i told u in the morning, try to make the word "NO" part of u and when ano hito xd tries to hurt u then, block that possiblity. dont give her the chance... think in something like ur true friends, DBSK xD but dont give her the chance anymore....
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