***Kiken-na Kuusouka ***

There was a young girl that always daydreamed about becoming a singer, because in her times being a singer was not able for girls.
“Girls should be refined, elegant and a good housewife” that was what her mother say every night when she was going to sleep.

So, in order to make her wish come true, Kuusouka always practices her singing at nights in the roof of the house.

One day, her mother and father when out of the town, and left her all by herself.
Kuusouka jumped of happiness, because she could sing for all the day…
But she did not expected that her parents will come early, so they hear her; mother started crying and screaming…
Father asked “what is the meaning of this?” And hit his wife…
After that mother took her and started yelling at her, telling “what did you do?” And she hit her precious daughter.
After this accident, her mother taught Kuusouka how to become a good housewife, she trained her into cleaning and washing, cooking, being refined and delicate, and always being polite and thankful…
When Kuusouka grows up, she forgot about her dream…

But one day Kuusouka remembers it; her mother took her into a blind date with one of the richest men of Japan…
They were talking about their future and family…
Then the men out of the blue ask to Kuusouka “What is your biggest dream?”
Suddenly, her mind remember about being a singer, Kuusouka smiled and daydreamed being on the stage and singing with all her strong.
Then, the men say… “You smiled… it means it is a happy dream right?”
Kuusouka reply “Of course it is, my dream is to become a good housewife and mother” she said, Kuusouka knows that if she say that she wanted to be a singer, he will just laugh…
“ah…it’s that so, well I think you could be the better and prettiest housewife and mother” he reply…
“ha…thanks…What about your dream?...” she asked.
“I want to take my father’s company”… he answered with a lot of pride
Then, she said “But would it be your father’s dream… instead of your own dream?”
The men surprised by her smart answer, he just laughed.

A couple of weeks after, Kuusouka become Mr. Kikenna’s wife.
She moves into the Kikenna Family, into a new house only for Kuusouka and Keyou.

Mother and father were happy…
Also Keyou says “I will give you everything you want”

Her mother tells to Kuusouka… “I am so proud of you, remember to do everything that your husband want, be always polite and thankful with him, and do everything that I taught you… that way, you will live a happy life my precious daughter”

But mother, father and Keyou did not know that Kuusouka since she met Keyou, she has been taking classes of singing in a club at nights… but that is her biggest secret that she would not say to anybody…

In Kuusouka’s new life, everything was perfect for her, Kuusouka did everything what her husband wanted, but at nights she will escape from home and go to the club to learn singing… everything was good… but the beast could not reside calm…

One day, Keyou returns from his work more early than before, he notices that her wife was not there, he thoughts maybe Kuusouka went out to buy some food, so he waited for her…
The hours passed and she did not come back, so, Keyou was worried, he was going to call the police, when the door opened and saw her wife coming inside the living room…
Keyou happy, he hug Kuusouka, and tell her not to do that anymore, he says “you give me a big scare”, and then Keyou kissed her and went to bed.

The next day, Keyou was concern about something he did not thought last night, “where did she went?”
To know that, Keyou returns to the house more early than yesterday, and saw her wife going out of home; he follows her until the club…

Keyou was knocked, “How come?” …“How come she is betraying me?” “What kind of bitch did I marry?”
He returned to the house and sit in the middle of the living room
Thinking about the past years… “My wife is not happy with me, but I have given it to her all she wants!!... A perfect house, money and my love… What else does she want for me?!! Or… it is something I can not give it to her… it can not be… I am the only one who can make her happy… there is no other”

Without notice, his mind started to run about many ideas, he was going crazy
Kuusouka came back, and saw the furious in person…
Keyou Kikenna was crazy and looks at her with a hateful face…

“Where have you been?” he says.
She says “I went to buy some food”
“YOU LIAR” he screams…
Keyou grabs her arms, and tightened strongly…
And asked one more time “Where have you been?”
And Kuusouka said again “I went to buy food…”

The men say “Do not think you can fool me” and Keyou slap Kuusouka, then he throws her to the ground “I know where have you been… you have been going to that club… just tell me… since when?”

From that moment, Kuusouka knew that she could not lie anymore…
So she told him “I was going there since the first day I met you”

With this answer, Keyou just got more angry than before… he did not know what to do… he wanted to kill her…

Keyou grabs her arms and pushes her against the wall
“Why? Why did not you tell me? Why are you doing this to me?”

Kuusouka did not face him, but she understood that it will be the same as her mother, that singing is something that she can not do… even her husband can not accept it… So, the only thing she could do was to say sorry…

Kuusouka with a low voice said “I am sorry; I did know you will get angry”
He looked at her with angry eyes and say “I am sorry? I am sorry? Do you think I can forget this with only that?”

Once more, Keyou throws her to the ground…

Kuusouka started crying and says “I am sorry; I promise I won’t do it anymore”
After he hears this… he started hitting her so many times…
She screamed and tried to run away…
But he grabbed her neck and started to strangle her
She just cried and repeated many times “I am sorry… I am sorry… I am sorry…
I won’t do it again”
“I won’t sing anymore…”

With all his angry and furious, Keyou did not hear the last word Kuusouka said…
Keyou realized that he was killing her, for that reason he stopped… but since that day his wife Kuusouka lost her voice, she could not talk anymore…

Keyou took her to see the doctor, but they said “that she lost her voice, because damaged in her throat… there is no way she could talk again”
Husband could not do anything; just feel sorry for her wife.

A few days after, the company had a meeting in the club where the wife usually sang…
But Keyou did not remember it was that club, when they where taking their orders, he hear people saying
“Did you know about Kuusouka Kikenna? She lost her voice, she won’t be singing here anymore” and the other reply “really? So bad, Kuusouka had a pretty voice and was good at singing”

After hearing this, Keyou understood what was the thing that he could not give it to Kuusouka. That after all… he was just being jealous… that inside of him there is a beast that does not deserve to have pride…

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: sorry for any eng error >.<

*Kiken-na means insecure
*Kuusouka means dreamer