***The came back2***

Origami i did the box and differents flowers ... that i don't remenber LOL

This have a special meaning because every flower represent something and

the color of the flower also represented something.

The same the box, the purple one was my past because this color means sickness and sadness

but not so deep as black

the red one represent my present that is the agression of not knowing what is going

to happen next.

And the green one represent my future fullfil with hope!

And insade of the box it is all cover by sand.

This is a front view


This was a poem i wrote in chinese,
it says ... i do not remenber how to say some words in english so i will tell in spanish
"Una flor no ha nacido, las demas hermosas compañeras la apresuran sin embargo no floreció
un dia el arbol estaba triste y oscuro, ese dia una flor floreció más hermosa que ninguna otra"
It means no matter if you see that everybody have succesful in their life or they are doing
great, even if you have fail never give up because someday for sure if you keep trying and
keep your dreams you will succes!

Cheerfull Sakura.. i think.. this was with xmas lights

This is with chinese paint..

do not remenber the name of this artwork

I made all of this around october to april!

And i wasn't able to upload them because i needed to get the calification

for my art work ...

Anyway i made a lot of mistakes in english -.-'! sorry is because i writting fast

and because i have not be writting here since long time

Hope you enjoy the pics

remenber the rules.!

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

*** The came back***

Long time since i went here, now i already graduated so i will have a lot of time free until i go to university. For now i will put the art work i did in the IB program.

I don't remenber the names of any of my art works xD so sad...

i think this was called Sakura since it is sakura flower

This was with cold paint

This one is called chichi

Made with chinese paint in chinese newspaper XD

This one is called "kimono girl" i think...
with "acuarela" xDD

This is a college called "welcome to my world" or it was

"weilieneka world... don't remenber xD

This is another collage called "difference"

This all is my art work made by me so please do not copy

and put it as you did!

This rule apply to the others artworks i had already upload.

Thanks for seeing it. Hope you enjoy it.

There is part TWO xD

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***Practice***

Esta vez en clase practicamos un poco acerca la creación de Fabulas y cuentos; leímos algunos cuentos de famosos latinoamericanos como Augusto Monterroso y Anamaria Shua, entre otros más.

Aprendí que las fabulas son como pequeños cuentos que dejan un aprendizaje, además de que pueden ser retóricos, irónicos y llenos de comedia.
Y los cuentos se basan en torno a una anécdota y son breves.
Luego de esta explicación la profesora nos dejo libremente invitar y crear nuestros propios breves cuentos y fabulas.

Estas fueron las que escribí, se que no son la mejor creación pero “KEEP FIGHTING” “you can get it if you really want but you must try try and try”

“Corrí y corrí trate de alcanzarte, caminaste en reversa, marche hacia atrás, después de un instante preferí tomar un taxi.”

“Aparecí una mañana con un pétalo para ti, en la tarde te traje una flor y en la noche al dirigirme a tu casa te lleve un rosal, luego descubrí que una flor marchita es lo que en verdad deberías recibir”

“No puedo dejar de observarte, tu zumbido hace latir mi corazón, si supieras cuanto te quiero, si pudieras salir de la pantalla”

“Tu fragancia se expande por mi cuerpo, tu aroma inigualable me quita el aliento, solo te pido… ¡Por favor báñate!”

“Me sonríes con una mirada picarona, volteo a ver si es conmigo o otra persona; no encuentro ninguna otra mujer bella que admirar, sigo tu mirada y tímidamente te sonrío, comienzas a acercarte lentamente, mi corazón late con pasión, mi aliento se me escapa de las manos, encontré mi príncipe azul decía mi mente, escucho un susurro cuando te acercas te deseo dices tu, me volteo y veo un hombre entre tus manos.”

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***Speak out***

What will I do with my time?
That is the big question everyone must ask
"What to do with the time that has been gave it to us?"
We should enjoy our life and feel like every little thing we are doing it is not a waste of time
... But somehow we need to waste our time no matter what we do it looks like we will always do something instead of doing another thing…
I could be learning Japanese or Korean or writing a story now... but I choose to write in this site why?
I do not know (LOL) I was just taking a shower and this website came up to my mind and I said "hmm should I write something there??" and well here I am!
Wasting my time? NO, NO, NO!! I am not wasting my time because this was something I choose to do, something that will make me feel at ease or relaxed

But more important it is something I wanted to do!
Because, you know there is a time for everything...
People say that but they do not know what time is for what!!?
They say that and then "first study and second party"
But there is time for everything right? If you do not feel like studying then you won't study at all, because you are not willing to do it... That is why you should do whatever it comes to your mind
That is enjoying the life?
But!! We can not just do whatever we want!!! We have to think about it... (Yeah this is when we say stupid logic)
We can not just jump from the 9th floor!! Because logic will tell us... “you will die men!!”
No matter how it looks...
Life has no sense and humans have no sense too!
Trying to understand something we ca not.
Trying to make rules for a "happy life"
Giving names to illness and sickness that are not true they are all in your mind... Sometimes when they tell you "you are sick, you maybe die" that will make you act like a sick person and you will feel sad because you are sick, but if you do not know you will enjoy your life and then you will just simply die without knowing from what.
Therefore, why are we, humans trying so much to make rules?
To understand something that does not have any meaning!
Then are the humans stupid?
Like when we try to explain what love it is...
We never complete understand what it is!
Doctor say something about hormones… whatever "testosterone" "progesterone"
Some other people say is "when you feel butterflies in your stomach"
"When you have some care for someone, or you need that someone in your life"
"When you want to make that special someone be happy"
I always said Love is the same as hate... but love it is positive way of caring for someone…
If you do not know how to hate then you do not know how to love... (
Or I said "when you love if when you are ready to let someone to hurt your heart"
"There is not love without pain"
"There is not dream without trying"
"To receive we have to give something"

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***At Spanish class***

This was in a Spanish class where our teacher told us to make a production with some of these words “caracoles, Arena húmeda, estrellas, siluetas, atardecer, huellas, naranja, ocre, música celestial”

So here it is:

Caminando en el ocaso
Tratando de perseguir unas huellas
Que se desvanecen en la arena húmeda
Parece que te haz marchado
Trato de seguir tus pasos
Sin si quiera poder vislumbrar
La silueta de tus pies
La música celestial de los mares
Envuelven mi cuerpo como un caracol
Caminando un paso al frente
Y otro atrás como si
Pudiera detener o avanzar el atardecer
Al fin de cuentas termino
Bajo el frio abrazo de la pérdida
Observando las estrellas
Pensando en el regreso de las olas
Alzando mis manos
Para alcanzar una estrella fugaz
Que sólo alcanzo con mi mirada.

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***Healthy money***

They say the most important thing in the life is to be healthy…
But in order to be healthy you need money, so you could pay the medicine, pills or whatever you need…
Sometimes, your sickness can not be healing by pills… in that case what will you do?
How can you treat a broken heart? How can you treat the sadness?
How does it feel to be sick?
We never realized when we are sick until we are near of the death…
We told ourselves that “we will be OK”
We want to believe in those lies, even doctors says it… “Do not worry, if you follow my instructions you will get better”
Months went off… and it is the same….
You suddenly realize that you are really bad… that no matter how it looks you are sick… you start to think they are people worst than you, so you should not worry…
But the truth is … in life we do not have to look at other position, if they have money or no, if they are healthy or no… no matter how selfish looks… but we have to care about ourselves…
Out of the blue, when you start caring about your health you recognize you need money too…
Sometimes, it is easy to let it be, “if god want me dead then go ahead”

Today I figured out, that the way I am living is not all right, although I say to myself that I will be OK, that I am really ok… that there is people living worst than me, that I should not worry about it…

But it looks like I should worry about…
Doctor says… “You are tense you have a lot of stress and worries carrying on your shoulders… why so much? You are only 16 years old”
I ask myself too… why I am like that ? But is something I can not stop doing, worrying about almost every little thing in this world… maybe I just think too much… But everybody have their worries and still they can have a perfect health… so then is my body? My body can not handle it?

So, I started thinking in order to make my dreams come true I need to take care of my health… but later I figured it out something else… money….
I do not want to cause more wastes than I already did to my family… I remember why I stopped to check out my health, because my mom’s money will run out so quickly… And I have been just that… a waste of money…
I know my mom and sister have their dreams too, and I can not think about only myself… so I realized that health is not important, that I should be doing my best, studying, finding a work, so, I could give money to my family…

Somehow I start to hate myself… I found that I am worthless… not doing nothing for my family, I do not work and I still want to study aboard in other places… also worrying my mom about my health… and make her waste money in me… it is ironic, that you have to pay thousands of money just to know that you are sick… what a joke right? Pay so much just to know we are about to die… if that is the case then I prefer not to know…

Then I wanted to cry, and I asked me “why could not I be fine?” “Why do I have to be sick?” so I realized how people feels, not because of your own feelings, because of the people around you… that will worry…
I told myself “why there is not a magic or a pill that will make you be ok?” Because if it is not something then is the other thing, so, you never will be 100% fine…
I told myself then I should just die the way I am, do the best I can, and wait or have faith that you will die in a distant moment…

I said to my mom “just let me die” and my mom argued with me “How can I let you die? Are you crazy? You will not die!! You just need to take care of yourself and do what doctors said”
But even if I get to be fine again, I will return to the same sick later… because it is like my normal condition of my body…
Also I want to use that money for better things like my education or to make my dream…
Because what is the point of living a healthy life if you can not make those wishes… I would prefer doing my dream and then I could rest in peace…

But another fact comes to my mind… that is… that is what people who love you so much do… Because they do not want you to go, they want instead to sacrifice their life for their kids…

So, I realized what true love means…

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

***Music Sensation***

You know how music can really touch your heart?
You know how music can make you feel happy?
You know how music can relax you?

Really, I think music is the best creation of humans
Is like magic, like a spell
That makes you dance
Makes you sing
Makes you forget about all problems
A magic that alleviate all pain…
Also, somehow lyrics can express exactly the feelings in your heart
That is!
How good they are!

So, I will put here a lyric of a song I really like
I REPEAT THE LYRICS ARE NOT WRITE BY ME! Ok?
The song is from a Korean drama, called 9 outs 2 ends
And the song name is Sarang dang gi gi or something like that!

One step forward and one step back
I’m tired of the push and pull
If you like me, just tell me you like me
Let’s not squander our time
My love

Why are you acting like this?
What are you being like this to me?
Why, repeatedly
Do you make me agonize?
Knowing how I feel about you?

If you keep at it
If you keep at it on purpose
I, who only have eyes for you
My heart that loves only you
Might change

When good things happen
Or when things go wrong
What I always do first
I think of you, and
I now know why it is so

Well, I am not crazy because of love… but well pretty lyrics

“One step forward and one step back
I’m tired of the push and pull
If you like me, just tell me you like me
Let’s not squander our time
My love”

That is really true if you like her just say it LOL
But well, I like this because I feel like giving a step forward and one step back, I feel tired of the push and pull, and I feel like I am squander my time…
That is why when I listen to it I remember my feelings…

And well the other parts I like it too, although is not like I am feeling,
But well that someone love you so much to feel that way, to say those words
Is truly amazing

So moving further more, if in a test say “which song do you want to believe in?”
Then this one I like much… it is also from 9 outs 2 ends kdrama
Fly again from Byul

"Even if living is hard
Even if I’m tripped up by love
Someday
A great day will come to me
This is the beginning
I am the hero in my life
Don’t forget who you are
It’s OK, don’t worry
Everyone finds it tough going
Take a good night’s rest
And it will be OK
I’m not familiar with the words “give up”
I’m fine, unyielding
Always brave
I’ll bear it

I believe
Even if living is hard
Even if I’m tripped up by love
I won’t cry or whine
This is the beginning
I am the hero in my life
I never don’t cry
Goodbye, sorrowful tears
Goodbye, painful anguish
Wait for me, my dreams from last night
Today’s the beginning
I’ll pull it off, Smile again

It’s OK, just wait and see
Even if I fall ten times
I will rise and triumphantly
Win again
In wind and rain
I’m fine, unyielding
Always brave
I’ll bear it

I believe
Even if living is hard
Even if I’m tripped up by love
I won’t cry or whine
This is the beginning
I am the hero in my life
I never don’t cry
Goodbye, sorrowful tears
Goodbye, painful anguish
Wait for me, my dreams from last night
Today’s the beginning
I’ll pull it off, Smile again
But I still have you
Today, you’re smiling, yet again
My precious friend who’s always been beside me
Fly higher
Until the end of the sky
fly me again
If I fall hundreds of times
If I fall thousands of times
I will never stop here
This is the beginning

I am the hero in my life
I never don’t cry
Goodbye, sorrowful tears
Goodbye, painful anguish
Wait for me, my dreams from last night

Today’s the beginning
I’ll do OK, I don’t cry
Even if love leaves me
Even if the world makes me cry
Someday
A great day will come to me

This is the beginning
I am the hero in my life
I never don’t cry
Goodbye, sorrowful tears
Goodbye, painful anguish"


Why do I believe in this song?
Because I want to believe that I will be strong
That I will go ahead no matter what happen
That I will forget about sad memories
That I won’t hold to the past
That I will do OK, that a great day waits for me…

And there is a song like this one, about smile
I had always thought that smile is the best thing you can do
You won't make people worry because they will believe you are happy
And somehow you will believe that you are happy too
And of course, because people can fall in love by seeing a bright smile
So… WARATTE!! わらって　！！
This is Ai Otsuka song, called Smily

"La la la, yeah...
Pushing more than usual (no way)
Love love day (yeah!)
Coming and going, getting ready (ha!)
I care (go!!)

Everyone get together and have fun being young
I want to be a happy person, even more than this, smily

Wanting to cry, it's something that can be found alone
Smile, smile, I want to see your smiling face
When I want to cry, please be quietly at my side
Smile, smile, I want to see you tomorrow

La la la, yeah...
I'm a prettier girl than usual (no way)
Lucky day (yeah!)
I'm strong (ha!)
That's what I think (go!)

It's something without form; so it's interesting, and dear to me
I want it to be happy, more than ever before

Let's go and find lost feelings once more
Smile, smile, I want to see your smiling face
Try entrusting your sad feelings to whistling
Smile, smile, I want to see you tomorrow

Wanting to cry, it's something that can be found alone
Smile, smile, I want to see your smiling face
When I want to cry, please be quietly at my side
Smile, smile, I want to see you tomorrow

La la la, I want to see you tomorrow"

I feel like singing this song everyday LOL
So, what did we learn today? (When the hell did I transform into a teacher??!)
Well, we should smile no matter how much we want to cry
We need to be strong…
We should forget about sadness
We must believe in ourselves and be confident
We do not have to give up to our wishes
If we try, if we can get to do this
Then we will live our life?

I know that you already know this… but do not you get a feeling by reading the lyrics? A feeling of that you are not alone that you can do your best?
And of course if you hear the music with the lyric
Then you will tear your pain!

がんばって！！！わらって！！

-Vwei19
~~~~~~ [Verok-chan]~~~

PD: sorry for any eng error >.<